09-19-2022, 08:36 AM
Cycle #13 On #1
Day off due to the Queens funeral. #nofilter, I've been extremely horny for work girl, lol. Not sure if this is some sort of resistance. Also I've been thinking about my short time in the navy before I quit. It was a great opportunity but fear really got into the way, to the point where I couldn't do basic things without my mind going blank. I'd like to try it again in the future, perhaps, but I need to get this elephant in the room dealt with.
My set up at night is working well. The earphones don't fall out now and it's a pretty nice set up with white noise to doze off to. I've also been extremely tired, the 4AM wake up time really takes it's toll. Dreaming has returned.
Looking forward to tonight and tomorrow. Let's see what happens.
Day off due to the Queens funeral. #nofilter, I've been extremely horny for work girl, lol. Not sure if this is some sort of resistance. Also I've been thinking about my short time in the navy before I quit. It was a great opportunity but fear really got into the way, to the point where I couldn't do basic things without my mind going blank. I'd like to try it again in the future, perhaps, but I need to get this elephant in the room dealt with.
My set up at night is working well. The earphones don't fall out now and it's a pretty nice set up with white noise to doze off to. I've also been extremely tired, the 4AM wake up time really takes it's toll. Dreaming has returned.
Looking forward to tonight and tomorrow. Let's see what happens.
ISTP // SLI 5w6
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
