Overcoming Fear v4: The Special Case Files

[StridingStrider]

Cycle #12 On #2

Got the loops in and listened on earphones. Trying a new approach out which seems to not result in them coming off during the night. The noise isolation is really nice too. Helps get to sleep without all the background noise.

Good day. Still fearful about things but I'm getting braver I feel. Leaving work girl at the end of the day seems to be doing something. She's more anxious it seems and I caught her looking at me which she doesn't really do, which felt nice.

I also feel I'm becoming more loving. I've been doing work in this direction but I'm less hesitant to help people out and have concern for them. We were doing about the assassination of Archduke Franz Ferdinand in History and I learnt that his wife got shot in the stomach while she was pregnant and I felt the sadness of it. I think I'd of either not cared or find it ironic in the past, but not now. I also got a comment that I seem happier from a work colleague and people are nicer to me in general. Love and gratitude seems to be working.