Overcoming Fear v4: The Special Case Files

[StridingStrider]

A singing heart is, in my experience, an expression of love. But a one sided expression of love always dies harshly on the rocks at the base of the cliff off which it is inevitably thrown by the unrequiting party... again, my experience.

Thanks Shannon. I think you're right. It just sucks because I think the potential was there, but it wasn't meant to be.

Cycle #11 Off #4

End of cycle #11

Strange day. In not so chronological order my train didn't turn up on time and I stepped in dog shit on the way back. Karma? Hmm...

So another dry day between me and work girl. She sits right next to me but hardly spoke like most days. When I got in another women asked if she was okay. I thought that was strange. Like maybe she knew something was afoot. I felt more distant too, and didn't wait for her this time before I left. Felt a bit fearful about the situation, so I slipped off at the end. My heart wasn't singing today. In fact, after I left I got negative thoughts about her, which made me laugh considering only a day ago it was the opposite. Ironic.

Looking forward to tonight. Hopefully I feel better tomorrow, after a few Hybrid loops. Let's kick some more fear based ass!