John's Alpha Male Journal

[WildFlower]

This is definately to do with the Alpha set and my change in mindset. I now notice even the most subtle ways in which people try to manipulate me or put me down and I won't have it anymore. The only way I can describe it is now I literally cringe anytime someone tries to control me in any way and I get very irritated very quickly. What the Alpha stage 2 has given me so far is the self respect to put my foot down and say no to people. This is quite a big thing for me but funnily enough I have already forgotten what I used to be like when I started the training 2 months ago.

My god, you described it perfectly. I know exactly what you mean. It's as if you become acutely aware of even the slightest form of manipulation or disrespect. It's as if your mind is sat there eagle eyed waiting and watching for it. It's not even right to call it manipulation or disrespect really as it is so incredibly minor, it would usually go totally unnoticed. It's almost as if your mind is seeking these little, tiny disrespect's so it can feel that 'tension' feeling inside you. During stage 1 and 2 It's as if you're being trained to resent any form of manipulation what so ever. This definitely calms down during latter stages. It's like you become incredibly sensitive to any one trying to dominate you as a means to 'grow a backbone', once that's done the program soothes it and you'll feel much more well adjusted than you do now and have done in the past. There is no way whatsoever anyone could take advantage of me any more, but at the same time I've become a lot less aware of the little tiny day to day naturally occurring annoyances that I was so tuned into seeing during the first 2 stages.