Overcoming Fear v4: The Special Case Files

[StridingStrider]

Cycle #11 Off #3

I've been pondering what the deep feeling I have in my heart is. Is it love? Is it external energy? FRM? Or DRS? Probably not the last two, and it seems connected with work girl. My heart sort of like sings when I think about her. Is this what love feels like? Or is it something else? I have no idea.

I've also been mulling over what to do about her. One part of me says ask her out and see where it goes, the other part says she's looking for a provider for her kid (probably true) among other things. But this feeling I have is authentic, whatever it is. I don't think she feels the same way though, in fact, I'm pretty certain of it. She is interested in me as a provider though...