Overcoming Fear v4: The Special Case Files

[StridingStrider]

Cycle #10 Off #3

So today has been really good. Much more confident for most of it. Tapered off towards the end though. I think the two ultrasonic loops yesterday are down to it. The format change must re-execute the script in some manner, even though my normal is hybrid which contains it. Either that or a fear was overcome, I'm not sure, but considering it tapered off towards the end maybe not. Still, that was a nice day.

Before running the loops I had another good cry too, after reading some Rumi again. God, he's fantastic. Really hits home. I wish I could find more poets like him, non-duality etc.

No IML today. Instead I used some Brewers Yeast for the B1. I'd like not to use IML if possible. But my performance is important. Hopefully it doesn't set anything back.

Also for those interested work girl was nicer today. She's still a bit distant though. Oh and the lumps are receding. Turns out I actually had three instead of two.