(08-23-2022, 10:33 AM)Shannon Wrote: First, you are unique and only you are a valid comparison to yourself.
Second, perfectionism is a fear that you (or your work) is not good enough, and you will be judged negatively by others. Let go of that fear. You do you, and do things your way.
Third, you don't need to "play catch up". You learned that your subconscious was trying to hide from its fears by causing you to use the experiences in ways that weren't helpful, and now you've corrected that, KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE IS THE SINGLE MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU WILL EVER PAY FOR, and paying for it comes in a variety of ways. Sometimes, it is time. Sometimes, it is bitter experience. But you don't need to "play catch up". You're making progress, and that's good.
Last, trying to push yourself to "go faster" is only going to work against you and make OF4 take longer. Your fearful parts need to go at the right pace for them. Let them. It's not a race. There's no goal except progress. If you're better today than you were yesterday, that's progress, and success.
Thanks Shannon I really needed that.
Day on 2, cycle 4:
I got curious about hybrid format yesterday (without headphone speakers this time haha xD) and hoped it would make things go faster,So I did use it and I have to say for some reason I feel less tired then I do with Ultrasonic.
I dont know if this mean I less resistant to hybrid then ultra sonic? it's also the first run with hybrid so I guess I will truely know tomorrow.
If it makes me end up worse I will just go back to Ultrasonic, After all Live is all about trial and error.
(Just needed a reminder of that fact.
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