First, you are unique and only you are a valid comparison to yourself.
Second, perfectionism is a fear that you (or your work) is not good enough, and you will be judged negatively by others. Let go of that fear. You do you, and do things your way.
Third, you don't need to "play catch up". You learned that your subconscious was trying to hide from its fears by causing you to use the experiences in ways that weren't helpful, and now you've corrected that, KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE IS THE SINGLE MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU WILL EVER PAY FOR, and paying for it comes in a variety of ways. Sometimes, it is time. Sometimes, it is bitter experience. But you don't need to "play catch up". You're making progress, and that's good.
Last, trying to push yourself to "go faster" is only going to work against you and make OF4 take longer. Your fearful parts need to go at the right pace for them. Let them. It's not a race. There's no goal except progress. If you're better today than you were yesterday, that's progress, and success.
Second, perfectionism is a fear that you (or your work) is not good enough, and you will be judged negatively by others. Let go of that fear. You do you, and do things your way.
Third, you don't need to "play catch up". You learned that your subconscious was trying to hide from its fears by causing you to use the experiences in ways that weren't helpful, and now you've corrected that, KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE IS THE SINGLE MOST EXPENSIVE THING YOU WILL EVER PAY FOR, and paying for it comes in a variety of ways. Sometimes, it is time. Sometimes, it is bitter experience. But you don't need to "play catch up". You're making progress, and that's good.
Last, trying to push yourself to "go faster" is only going to work against you and make OF4 take longer. Your fearful parts need to go at the right pace for them. Let them. It's not a race. There's no goal except progress. If you're better today than you were yesterday, that's progress, and success.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
