08-15-2022, 10:35 AM
Cycle #6 Off #1
More emotional releases. I just laid down and asked myself a number of questions. Work girl again had the strongest resonance so I probed my subconscious some more and the clearest answer I got was that I just want to be liked by her platonically. We went through a period of ignoring each other, which hurt me a lot. I apologized again to myself for treating her like that. I'm not sure if that'll help internally but we'll see. I guess I can only keep asking these questions to myself and see what it brings up. It felt cathartic at least.
Boy, I've never been this emotional before. Not even on past subliminals. I've always been blocked off from my emotions, all the way back. Hopefully I don't become hysterical, lol.
More emotional releases. I just laid down and asked myself a number of questions. Work girl again had the strongest resonance so I probed my subconscious some more and the clearest answer I got was that I just want to be liked by her platonically. We went through a period of ignoring each other, which hurt me a lot. I apologized again to myself for treating her like that. I'm not sure if that'll help internally but we'll see. I guess I can only keep asking these questions to myself and see what it brings up. It felt cathartic at least.
Boy, I've never been this emotional before. Not even on past subliminals. I've always been blocked off from my emotions, all the way back. Hopefully I don't become hysterical, lol.
ISTP // SLI 5w6
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
