08-14-2022, 10:50 PM
You have me very curious about OF4 since you've been on numerous subs of Shannon's. I'm on LTU6 currently (started this week), and am going through the mental and emotional adjustments currently.
My reason for LTU6? A stronger FRM. As I've used subs for the last 6 years or so, I too have felt held back by core and longstanding fears. I wish life to be "simple", which means living and being without big or small mental roadblocks at nearly every decision. I'm tired of living there, yet I realized (while writing) that my messy, foggy thinking is done by me to obscure fear from my awareness. Like a subconscious survival strategy.
So, I've been watching your journal. I pulled back from using OF4 thinking I'd be overwhelmed by old fears rising up (like on OF2). I actually expected the same mental overwhelm. I've heard nothing of the sort, so I'm baited.
My reason for LTU6? A stronger FRM. As I've used subs for the last 6 years or so, I too have felt held back by core and longstanding fears. I wish life to be "simple", which means living and being without big or small mental roadblocks at nearly every decision. I'm tired of living there, yet I realized (while writing) that my messy, foggy thinking is done by me to obscure fear from my awareness. Like a subconscious survival strategy.
So, I've been watching your journal. I pulled back from using OF4 thinking I'd be overwhelmed by old fears rising up (like on OF2). I actually expected the same mental overwhelm. I've heard nothing of the sort, so I'm baited.
I want to be FREE!
