Overcoming Fear v4: The Special Case Files

[StridingStrider]

Starting Cycle #2 tonight.

First cycle was overall pretty good. Started off stronger and got weaker as the off days went on. Still felt better then base line though.

I'm not having any urges to change the format so far so I'm sticking with it. The only thing I'm thinking about is using earphones instead of the phone speakers.

I'm having shifts in my mind-set from lack to abundance. YouTube videos have helped but I thought I'd mention it. Wes Watson (look him up) is a cool guy.

Nothing major happening but it's just the start. Looking forward to the future.

EDIT: Forgot to mention I'm having some pretty good dreams relating to fear! I love dreaming.

Hey Strider Glider in your dreams:-) hows it going Man?  really like your journal postings on OFv4. I just bought me self a little while ago and AM downloading them now... so thankful for it. I Love dreaming too and had this long long dream last night... sicne Ive committed to using OFv4 all kindsa YID stuff has been 'jumping' off. I also  got myself today among other digital mandala's  dream guide and Pathfinder  "Vevsir" the Viking way pointer that been updated for modern times as well to help me further on my journey of love,money and  living  in a deeper higher way.
 All the best Man.... may this prgram OFv4 continue to serve you well.... stay groovy,stay free!!

Flying in a blue dream.... Joe Satriani
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SINl5JY7...Mrwinker32

Hey Keith,

Thanks for your kind comments. I think you'll enjoy OF like me. Hopefully we can both bust free from this illusive BS! Dreams are cool. I've heard it's a form of astral travel which doesn't require conscious effort.

Cycle #2 Day #1

Today started off rough. I've been feeling a strong longing for the girl at work, probably from insecurity, wondering if I should ask her out. But, I know that my attraction to her is stronger then her attraction to me, and I don't think she took the apology in the way I was hoping. Add to that she's a single mom and I'm not sure that's what I really want in my life.

Thankfully, it's mostly over now after I'm feeling better. Ate a lot of ice cream and consumed a lot of coffee during the process, which are two vices I'm trying to quit. Well, I chucked the rest of the ice cream and coffee to boot. Back on clean street.

I do wonder if it's feedback from the change in mind-set I mentioned earlier. Like recoil if that's the right word? It started yesterday but I managed to disconnect from it. Today it was a lot stronger. Weird.