07-07-2022, 03:51 PM
Day 34,
It feels as though I've been allowed into 'the world of women' on an energetic level.
It's hard to explain, but it feels like I've been psychically let into their club.
It's a nice feeling; I know that this program deals with concepts of core confidence, self-worth; I honestly think that this is worth more than the actual seduction nuts and bolts.
I'm not putting on a show when I do this; I wind up saying a ton of witty and clever things in the moment, topically flirting without overdoing it. Had an older female colleague move me over, lightly touching at the hips. I had a patient ask if they could hug me before leaving; I'm feeling a fraction of the awkwardness of being 'put on the spot' for unwanted advances and having to calculate if the person is just being friendly or is expressing interest that I would play into by reciprocating.
It feels as though I've been allowed into 'the world of women' on an energetic level.
It's hard to explain, but it feels like I've been psychically let into their club.
It's a nice feeling; I know that this program deals with concepts of core confidence, self-worth; I honestly think that this is worth more than the actual seduction nuts and bolts.
I'm not putting on a show when I do this; I wind up saying a ton of witty and clever things in the moment, topically flirting without overdoing it. Had an older female colleague move me over, lightly touching at the hips. I had a patient ask if they could hug me before leaving; I'm feeling a fraction of the awkwardness of being 'put on the spot' for unwanted advances and having to calculate if the person is just being friendly or is expressing interest that I would play into by reciprocating.
UMS v2 Journal (current) || Overcoming Fear 5.75G Journal
