May 25 day 4
Ran 3 loops hybrid yesterday in the evening, 5 hybrid while I slept. Had some dreams I cannot recall. Followed the amount of loops coined/followed autopilot.
Woke up with my voice very deep, deep bass in it, dark, everything.
I can feel fears dissolve and leave me, and resistance is futile when it comes to it.
Having deep selflove and self acceptation. How can someone accept you, when you dont accept yourself? Lead. Always comes back to ME. I come to realize im valuable, a brand even. Looking at corpse husband for example, his voice is deep and this alone has him have millions of subscribers. Could easily monetize my presence.
Socially,people are more receptive. Conversations are flowing. Im making new contacts.
On AM6 I broke my nofap cycle. One peek, it was all over. Back in the relapse cycle. OFkilled this directly. It redirects me away from it. Easy discipline. So,addictions and fear go hand in hand.
Im more open in communicating my desires, IDGAF. Changing perceptions. Sometimes im a little dead inside. Lol
After waking up, after 2 hours I was just heavy minded, sleepy, kept yawning. Could barely keep my eyes open. Sorta autopilot light. Everything is in some way positive and benefit, even those moments of heavy mindedness, sleepiness, shows deep changes. Pretty dope.
Nutrition back on track. Im disinterested and apathic towards junk. Im building up all in my favor. All will benefit me. Financial discipline is improving and already improved.
Song of the day
Ran 3 loops hybrid yesterday in the evening, 5 hybrid while I slept. Had some dreams I cannot recall. Followed the amount of loops coined/followed autopilot.
Woke up with my voice very deep, deep bass in it, dark, everything.
I can feel fears dissolve and leave me, and resistance is futile when it comes to it.
Having deep selflove and self acceptation. How can someone accept you, when you dont accept yourself? Lead. Always comes back to ME. I come to realize im valuable, a brand even. Looking at corpse husband for example, his voice is deep and this alone has him have millions of subscribers. Could easily monetize my presence.
Socially,people are more receptive. Conversations are flowing. Im making new contacts.
On AM6 I broke my nofap cycle. One peek, it was all over. Back in the relapse cycle. OFkilled this directly. It redirects me away from it. Easy discipline. So,addictions and fear go hand in hand.
Im more open in communicating my desires, IDGAF. Changing perceptions. Sometimes im a little dead inside. Lol
After waking up, after 2 hours I was just heavy minded, sleepy, kept yawning. Could barely keep my eyes open. Sorta autopilot light. Everything is in some way positive and benefit, even those moments of heavy mindedness, sleepiness, shows deep changes. Pretty dope.
Nutrition back on track. Im disinterested and apathic towards junk. Im building up all in my favor. All will benefit me. Financial discipline is improving and already improved.
Song of the day
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
