Today I felt nothing but fear! fear about my new job and what to do if i dont like it...
Later that day some idea's came above even if they might be to hard or challenging for me like: movie editing, becoming a voice actor, try to become a monitize hit on youtube (although i do see this as impossible but hey), become an actor and the last option: become a booker..
I will still finish my trial period though..
I'm still on my first week of the first 2 month's though..
Also My Mother noticed my subs results (even though she thinks its because of my anti seisure pills)
It's also possible that either the sub is playing the resistance game or I just have to much fear to go back to work again after 2 years...
Later that day some idea's came above even if they might be to hard or challenging for me like: movie editing, becoming a voice actor, try to become a monitize hit on youtube (although i do see this as impossible but hey), become an actor and the last option: become a booker..
I will still finish my trial period though..
I'm still on my first week of the first 2 month's though..
Also My Mother noticed my subs results (even though she thinks its because of my anti seisure pills)
It's also possible that either the sub is playing the resistance game or I just have to much fear to go back to work again after 2 years...
