Month: 2 Cycle: 5 day on: 5 ASRB: 4
I messed up day 2 of work, I still got scared to do some task in fear of messing up, Only to mess up with an different task...
I also noticed my fear kicking in today to the point of getting home sick..
I also know (although i always knew it) that I'm a comfort eater.
Also my fears are lying again to me, saying I can no longer do my hobbies because i got a job now....
My feelings of Loneliness are starting to show up...
(Also I'm starting to get curious, How does it feel like having your old subconcious die off?)
I messed up day 2 of work, I still got scared to do some task in fear of messing up, Only to mess up with an different task...
I also noticed my fear kicking in today to the point of getting home sick..
I also know (although i always knew it) that I'm a comfort eater.
Also my fears are lying again to me, saying I can no longer do my hobbies because i got a job now....
My feelings of Loneliness are starting to show up...
(Also I'm starting to get curious, How does it feel like having your old subconcious die off?)
