Month: 1 Cycle: 1 day off: 4 ASRB: 2
Welp this week has been shit.. I only lost the muscle gain from last week -_-
Also I got no results from UH.. (for this week)
Excersising became less fun (even though i still did them)
I feel really agressive at this moment..
I am pretty sure it's resistence and I really dont know what to do against it..
Mayby more digging up? Like how I always said goodbye to my school friends when it was over?
Or how my Mom is always scared I'm getting lost or getting a seizure..
Heck I cant even spend some time thinking before she yells at me for an answer -_-
Glad it also happend at a No D&D week aswell so no fun distractions either..
Just one more to go..
Sorry for the rant.. I'm just at the point i wanna cry..
I dont want to revert back, I dont want all of this to be just a waste of time and money..
I dont want to be lonely either: I guess this is why I'm so obessed with D&D because it the one time of the week I see my Friends but two of them are on Vacation and they truley deserve it.
Atleast I will learn when my new job begins soon so thats atleast a good thing i needed.
Welp this week has been shit.. I only lost the muscle gain from last week -_-
Also I got no results from UH.. (for this week)
Excersising became less fun (even though i still did them)
I feel really agressive at this moment..
I am pretty sure it's resistence and I really dont know what to do against it..
Mayby more digging up? Like how I always said goodbye to my school friends when it was over?
Or how my Mom is always scared I'm getting lost or getting a seizure..
Heck I cant even spend some time thinking before she yells at me for an answer -_-
Glad it also happend at a No D&D week aswell so no fun distractions either..
Just one more to go..
Sorry for the rant.. I'm just at the point i wanna cry..
I dont want to revert back, I dont want all of this to be just a waste of time and money..
I dont want to be lonely either: I guess this is why I'm so obessed with D&D because it the one time of the week I see my Friends but two of them are on Vacation and they truley deserve it.
Atleast I will learn when my new job begins soon so thats atleast a good thing i needed.