02-14-2022, 03:36 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-14-2022, 04:19 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
GOOD LORD, I am meeting with fear based resistance! Even something like following along with a basic 20 minute (not 60 minute like the one I have made up, just easy all in one 20 minute on Youtube, just a baby step) vocal routine is being met with insane amounts of fear and resistance! Also I am now suddenly getting tired after a little over two beers, which is bullshit. This is DEFINITELY a subconscious fear based blockage.
It should be noted that I am nonetheless powering through it and following along witht he routine anyway as I type. It's a good chance to cultivate one of my highest valued traits: courage. That's how I'm spinning this into a positive.
EDIT: Just did the twenty-somethign minute routine, plus sang the star spangled banner. Will continue to practice. Wasn't so bad.
And oh, what do you know? Now that it's over, ALL OF A SUDDEN I no longer feel the fear and resistance. How bout that -_-
LOL
It should be noted that I am nonetheless powering through it and following along witht he routine anyway as I type. It's a good chance to cultivate one of my highest valued traits: courage. That's how I'm spinning this into a positive.
EDIT: Just did the twenty-somethign minute routine, plus sang the star spangled banner. Will continue to practice. Wasn't so bad.
And oh, what do you know? Now that it's over, ALL OF A SUDDEN I no longer feel the fear and resistance. How bout that -_-
LOL
