12-22-2021, 01:36 PM
Day 82/180 - Rest 1/2
I woke up again feeling like total crap, all emotional... I cried as I saw myself in the mirror, thinking to myself how unsatisfied I am with my current self and the amount of effort it will take to get to where I want to be. Despite all that, I was informed that I got a raise and a bonus for at my current job as a software dev, the money is pretty good especially now that I'm travelling.. there really is no reason to be unsatisfied but too be honest being unsatisfied and unhappy is was leeds me to seek new experiences and learn new things until eventually something clicks or I find an activity that I enjoy. There's always hope, even in the toughest of times.
Its still early days but I am trying to decide between an LTU6 re-run or the new DMSI. If anyone is reading this I would warmly welcome your suggestions (especially if you follow this thread). Instinctually, I would love to try DMSI to see how it may change my inner psychology with regards to women and the many limiting beliefs around that. On the other hand, LTU6, while a dissapointing initial run, I think it could help me create a new direction in life and reignite the fire and passion I am looking for.
I woke up again feeling like total crap, all emotional... I cried as I saw myself in the mirror, thinking to myself how unsatisfied I am with my current self and the amount of effort it will take to get to where I want to be. Despite all that, I was informed that I got a raise and a bonus for at my current job as a software dev, the money is pretty good especially now that I'm travelling.. there really is no reason to be unsatisfied but too be honest being unsatisfied and unhappy is was leeds me to seek new experiences and learn new things until eventually something clicks or I find an activity that I enjoy. There's always hope, even in the toughest of times.
Its still early days but I am trying to decide between an LTU6 re-run or the new DMSI. If anyone is reading this I would warmly welcome your suggestions (especially if you follow this thread). Instinctually, I would love to try DMSI to see how it may change my inner psychology with regards to women and the many limiting beliefs around that. On the other hand, LTU6, while a dissapointing initial run, I think it could help me create a new direction in life and reignite the fire and passion I am looking for.
