12-22-2021, 12:42 PM
144 days/Cycle 29 (Almost 5 Months)
I have been doing 3 loops ocean masked till end of November. In December, I started 3 loops of Ocean Hybrid. I am still fearful; I don’t walk up to beautiful women. Still trying to find that good job. So as of right now, I feel like without that job, what women would want me? You need money for dates & to do things.
I was only able to get a part time seasonal job. But, that didn’t work out after two days of standing my leg is in so much pain that I need a day off. Since it is in retail that doesn’t work. So, the fear of being in pain & not finding an office job has been stressing me & making me more fearful. I apply to jobs at of fear. Because, I don’t know what to do anymore.
I am trying to figure out what this sub is really doing. I go thru so many emotions. Like angry, sadness and depression. These are all fear base emotions. I am not looking forward to the holidays; there are a lot of emotions around that.
I have been doing 3 loops ocean masked till end of November. In December, I started 3 loops of Ocean Hybrid. I am still fearful; I don’t walk up to beautiful women. Still trying to find that good job. So as of right now, I feel like without that job, what women would want me? You need money for dates & to do things.
I was only able to get a part time seasonal job. But, that didn’t work out after two days of standing my leg is in so much pain that I need a day off. Since it is in retail that doesn’t work. So, the fear of being in pain & not finding an office job has been stressing me & making me more fearful. I apply to jobs at of fear. Because, I don’t know what to do anymore.
I am trying to figure out what this sub is really doing. I go thru so many emotions. Like angry, sadness and depression. These are all fear base emotions. I am not looking forward to the holidays; there are a lot of emotions around that.
