12-11-2021, 03:23 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-11-2021, 03:27 PM by SaltyMeatballs.)
Day 73 / 180
Went on a Tinder date. This is my first in a veeeeerry long time. I was nervous as f*ck. As we had more drinks, things slowly improved. We connected on a number of topics. I will be seeing her again that's for sure.
I felt alot of fear and insecurities about myself bubble up. I think that deep down, some part of me believes that "I do not deserve love" and that I am defienct in some way. I have a fear of intimacy and it's something I've avoided for far too long.
Went on a Tinder date. This is my first in a veeeeerry long time. I was nervous as f*ck. As we had more drinks, things slowly improved. We connected on a number of topics. I will be seeing her again that's for sure.
I felt alot of fear and insecurities about myself bubble up. I think that deep down, some part of me believes that "I do not deserve love" and that I am defienct in some way. I have a fear of intimacy and it's something I've avoided for far too long.
