12-09-2021, 09:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-09-2021, 09:44 AM by SaltyMeatballs.)
Day 71/180 - 2 loops hybrid
I developed a cough about 3 days ago and it's only gotten worse. Today I was feeling somewhat afraid and experienced a mini panic attack (Negative thoughts about the future, heart palpitations and a feeling of being lost and confused). Luckily this only lasted for a short while and I had to do some breathing exercises to calm myself down. I had some brief moments of homesickness and cravings for comfort like being around my family. I'm beginning to think that this is resistance from the sub. Let's see if I have any crazy dreams tonight because that may reaffirm my assumption.
I developed a cough about 3 days ago and it's only gotten worse. Today I was feeling somewhat afraid and experienced a mini panic attack (Negative thoughts about the future, heart palpitations and a feeling of being lost and confused). Luckily this only lasted for a short while and I had to do some breathing exercises to calm myself down. I had some brief moments of homesickness and cravings for comfort like being around my family. I'm beginning to think that this is resistance from the sub. Let's see if I have any crazy dreams tonight because that may reaffirm my assumption.
