Transcendental Sith Lord's UMSv2 Journal/ Few weeks of E5

[Shannon]

@Shannon Yeah, hopefully this becomes to norm and you are able to get through the resistance. Btw, I did have 2 questions for you. The first one is I wanted to ask you about a specific state of the mind as you deal with the subconscious a lot and I assume you know certain states the mind can be at times. Its just I have never felt anything like that in my life. It felt as if there was no past or future, there was only the hear and now. In that hear and now the only thing I wanted to the exclusion of everything else was to execute the instructions, to believe them fully. Nothing else, whether space or time, mattered. Though there were 2 words that popped in my mind during all this that felt like description of it. It was this feeling of pure existence. No concern with time or space, just here and what I wanted here in this moment.

Not sure I understand your question in this.

The 2nd question is "assuming" (even though this is a big assumption) that there aren't too many unforeseen delays forced upon you would you say we should probably be like within 2 weeks of a DMSI release? I ask because I certainly have felt TID and even more strongly after I cleared out all that trash from within. I would even say I can feel the TID at will now because its like I just focus on that particular timeline where I would use it and I just feel my energy change instantly.

I am relatively close to finished making and adjusting the script of DMSI.  After that, config and build.  Should be within 2 weeks.

That presumes that whatever is happening to me right now does not somehow magically stop or slow me down.  It has robbed me of almost all motivation, and working has become a serious struggle just because of that, but I have also been dealing with being sick for the last week, and this sickness is real but seems to be magical in its ability to linger.  That means I either have COVID or my subconscious is doing whatever it can to keep me sick, or both.  Before I got sick (which GF got over completely in 3 days) I had a five day period wasted because I somehow managed to play 18 loops of UMS v2s4 in one day.  If that was subconscious sabotage, it wasn't the parts normally sabotaging me, because they were crying long before I figured out what the issue was.

What I have left to do on DMSI is relatively simple, at least on paper.  A lot of time was spent on trying to understand what the best path to take for the outward facing FRM was.