11-08-2021, 12:40 PM
(11-08-2021, 07:12 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: Day 144 / 180 ON
4 loops Hybrid at 4-5/15 volume at midnight + X loops during the day
Had trouble falling asleep last night. Today I've felt depressed again, a recurring theme of my OFv3 run. Feels like I'm not executing the sub, which is such a shame, it makes me angry.
Going all out on 7-8 loops starting today, after seeing @THolt journal. If this doesn't work, I will switch to Masked or US for the remainder of my scheduled days.
I wanted to run ME next, but I'm not yet in my strongest mental state. In which case, I'll have to run either E5 or LTU6.
I've had a few days of depression/blues here & there. The longest instance was recent, just this last week. It eventually went away. Full disclosure, I ran DRS solo for a few loops, and that actually helped me feel a lot better. Makes me wonder if what I'm feeling is always me, or someone else projecting at me...
