10-25-2021, 08:10 AM
month 5 cycle 2 Day on 1
welp i guess this is my last month if my math is correct
so overall i have this wonderfull feeling that everything is gonna be okay
yet at the same time i still feel a little uncomfy with strangers and i still dont make small talk unless spoken to how ever i have no problem walking on the street
except when they are very close, i still wonder why: mayby i screwed up by listening 6 loops since last month
mayby it's my autism? or mayby i just need a different sub to take down those things
cause im sure killing fear doesn't fix lack of self confidence..
think i might need a little help after all
welp i guess this is my last month if my math is correct
so overall i have this wonderfull feeling that everything is gonna be okay
yet at the same time i still feel a little uncomfy with strangers and i still dont make small talk unless spoken to how ever i have no problem walking on the street
except when they are very close, i still wonder why: mayby i screwed up by listening 6 loops since last month
mayby it's my autism? or mayby i just need a different sub to take down those things
cause im sure killing fear doesn't fix lack of self confidence..
think i might need a little help after all
