10-21-2021, 12:22 AM
Day 22/180 | Rest 3/3
I had a dream that I was in special forces training (the British SAS). There was a girl there who did not like or appreciate my presence. This made me feel rather uncomfortable because disapproval is painful. For as long as I can remember, I have always tried to avoid disapproval. I was afraid of revealing my authentic self. How liberating would it be to drop the people-pleasing tendencies? This role that I play to fit in is tiresome and difficult to maintain.
I had a dream that I was in special forces training (the British SAS). There was a girl there who did not like or appreciate my presence. This made me feel rather uncomfortable because disapproval is painful. For as long as I can remember, I have always tried to avoid disapproval. I was afraid of revealing my authentic self. How liberating would it be to drop the people-pleasing tendencies? This role that I play to fit in is tiresome and difficult to maintain.
