10-17-2021, 07:35 PM
Going through a major shift in my life right now. Experiencing a total transformation in all aspects. Socially, mentally, emotionally, behaviourally. I really don't know who I am anymore. I'm acting/thinking/feeling ways that I've never done before. I don't know if I'm consciously moulding myself or if I'm just discovering who this new person is as it's revealed.
Whenever I get an idea or inspiration to do something I just go with it and follow through doing it. Not just staying home locked in my room. Getting out of the house giving myself a chance for luck to strike.
Honestly I know I've mentioned this multiple times but I'm just completely amazed that I've unintentionally managed to control my pmo problem. I did have sex a couple times few weeks ago and it didn't cause me to go back to it. I relapsed once but I don't feel bad about it and it hasn't led to a full relapse. I really enjoy having this new control, and also having this amazing energy source. After 5-7 days of abstaining you really start to feel amazing.
Still listening to the sub, doing as many loops as I can until I feel exhaustion
Whenever I get an idea or inspiration to do something I just go with it and follow through doing it. Not just staying home locked in my room. Getting out of the house giving myself a chance for luck to strike.
Honestly I know I've mentioned this multiple times but I'm just completely amazed that I've unintentionally managed to control my pmo problem. I did have sex a couple times few weeks ago and it didn't cause me to go back to it. I relapsed once but I don't feel bad about it and it hasn't led to a full relapse. I really enjoy having this new control, and also having this amazing energy source. After 5-7 days of abstaining you really start to feel amazing.
Still listening to the sub, doing as many loops as I can until I feel exhaustion
