10-16-2021, 01:12 PM
Day 17/180 | Rest day 3/3
I felt a wave of mild depression hit me yesterday. It lasted for an entire day and I broke down in tears when I went to sleep. I was contemplating my existential predicament and what I ought to do here. I found nothing that seemed obvious for me to take action on. Maybe I'm not looking hard enough. I just really crave a vision. A hero's journey. I already know that ultimately it's to figure out this maze but something is still missing. It's too abstract.
I felt a wave of mild depression hit me yesterday. It lasted for an entire day and I broke down in tears when I went to sleep. I was contemplating my existential predicament and what I ought to do here. I found nothing that seemed obvious for me to take action on. Maybe I'm not looking hard enough. I just really crave a vision. A hero's journey. I already know that ultimately it's to figure out this maze but something is still missing. It's too abstract.
