10-16-2021, 09:17 AM
Day 107
Damn, a month since I posted last time. Much has changed since then. Days got even shorter, I started a new job. Things are going well but I feel quite disorganized. There are so many things I wanna get down to but old projects keep hanging. I don't wanna split my focus before I finish these but I lack will to actually finish them. The idea of finally be done with them is the only thing that keeps me going at this point.
As for the sub I fear it simply doesn't work for me. I see no differences in my behavior. Especially tasks that bring me anxiety are as hard to start as ever. To be honest I'd simply ditch this sub for another one I planed on running in 2022 but I wanna stick it to Shannon and finish 6 months. Maybe I do something wrong, I wasn't changing my playlist in a long time, like 2 months, but my intuition gives me nothing on usage.
Running the sub became such a habit that I barely even think about it anymore. My participation in this forum is prove enough I think.
Damn, a month since I posted last time. Much has changed since then. Days got even shorter, I started a new job. Things are going well but I feel quite disorganized. There are so many things I wanna get down to but old projects keep hanging. I don't wanna split my focus before I finish these but I lack will to actually finish them. The idea of finally be done with them is the only thing that keeps me going at this point.
As for the sub I fear it simply doesn't work for me. I see no differences in my behavior. Especially tasks that bring me anxiety are as hard to start as ever. To be honest I'd simply ditch this sub for another one I planed on running in 2022 but I wanna stick it to Shannon and finish 6 months. Maybe I do something wrong, I wasn't changing my playlist in a long time, like 2 months, but my intuition gives me nothing on usage.
Running the sub became such a habit that I barely even think about it anymore. My participation in this forum is prove enough I think.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
