10-05-2021, 11:17 PM
Day 7/180 REST
Lately my mind has been trying to sabotage me - a clear sign that the sub is working. I started looking up escort services in my area despite not having done so in years. Despite several urges, I decided to not go along with it. That money will be better spent on seeing a therapist or life coach.
Lying in bed last night a thought came to my head - "I can't keep living like this anymore, I need to leave my comfort zone and do something challenging". I get thoughts like that sometimes, but this one was much stronger.
Something really profound is happening and I can't exactly put my finger on it. I am definitely letting go of some shit that I no longer need.
Lately my mind has been trying to sabotage me - a clear sign that the sub is working. I started looking up escort services in my area despite not having done so in years. Despite several urges, I decided to not go along with it. That money will be better spent on seeing a therapist or life coach.
Lying in bed last night a thought came to my head - "I can't keep living like this anymore, I need to leave my comfort zone and do something challenging". I get thoughts like that sometimes, but this one was much stronger.
Something really profound is happening and I can't exactly put my finger on it. I am definitely letting go of some shit that I no longer need.
