10-04-2021, 01:57 PM
62-days/ cycle 14
So I didn’t get the last job I wanted. So, the fear has been will I get a good job, they are real picky since Covid or a lot of people are unemployed and it isn’t just me. I had to call the mortgage about bill it has been on forbearance for more than a year. Now my unemployment is in pending status for payments, even thought it is suppose to be effective thru 4/13/2022. So, the fear with money slowing down is increasing. So, I keep on looking for jobs, but it is hard to stay positive sometimes.
I had a dream last night that I was back with my ex wife, received a great job and also had a date with a beautiful women. Than woke up, don’t know what that means. After I woke up, I was so depressed.
I have been noticing on my off days. I either want to run the sub. All these emotions anger, upset and depression are hitting hard. Also, when talking I notice I say what is on my mind. I am trying to take it one day at a time. Some days are harder than others.
Thanks for listening…
So I didn’t get the last job I wanted. So, the fear has been will I get a good job, they are real picky since Covid or a lot of people are unemployed and it isn’t just me. I had to call the mortgage about bill it has been on forbearance for more than a year. Now my unemployment is in pending status for payments, even thought it is suppose to be effective thru 4/13/2022. So, the fear with money slowing down is increasing. So, I keep on looking for jobs, but it is hard to stay positive sometimes.
I had a dream last night that I was back with my ex wife, received a great job and also had a date with a beautiful women. Than woke up, don’t know what that means. After I woke up, I was so depressed.
I have been noticing on my off days. I either want to run the sub. All these emotions anger, upset and depression are hitting hard. Also, when talking I notice I say what is on my mind. I am trying to take it one day at a time. Some days are harder than others.
Thanks for listening…
