10-02-2021, 12:01 PM
(10-02-2021, 08:19 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: Day 112 / 180 ON
4 loops Hybrid at 4/15 Volume + 1 loops at 7/15 volume
It's my birthday today. OFv3 is shaping my identity more and more. I am happy with where I am now in life, but at the same time I have high standards that I hold myself to. One of my most ambitious goals is to achieve financial independence in a few years.
I've felt some aggression turned inwards today. Why couldn't I be happy and enjoy life like others do? Why do I set higher goals for myself, why am I not satisfied until I reach them, instead of being happy now?
I feel powerful, I feel in charge of my life / destiny, I feel self-centerd and self-validating. I'm getting the effects of what I imagine AM6 would achieve. When fears get removed, the masculine core shines through. Several instances, I've had people on the street throwing glances at me, like they're sizing me up. They must sense the lack of fear in my eyes.
Happy Birthday GreekGod. There is a lot of energy around birthdays that is normal. It is a journey and not a destination. But happy were you are now, you will achieve your goals.
