09-25-2021, 03:26 AM
Day 105 / 180 ON
4 loops Hybrid at 4-5/15 Volume
My birthday is coming up in a week. Feeling optimistic about my life.
It was a restless first half of the night, playing the sub prevented me for falling asleep deeply. There was 2 fears that came up in my mind in the form of visual scenarios / imagination. One being the fear and anxiety of / around pitbulls. The other one, can't remember which one it was, but it was an attempt on my physical health / integrity.
I seem to have a lot in my subconscious surrounding the possibility of getting hurt, being injured, chased. Hope OFv3 will deal with it.
The more I run this sub, the more I realize how vast the scope of this sub is. So many fears to untangle. Not sure 6 months will be enough.
4 loops Hybrid at 4-5/15 Volume
My birthday is coming up in a week. Feeling optimistic about my life.
It was a restless first half of the night, playing the sub prevented me for falling asleep deeply. There was 2 fears that came up in my mind in the form of visual scenarios / imagination. One being the fear and anxiety of / around pitbulls. The other one, can't remember which one it was, but it was an attempt on my physical health / integrity.
I seem to have a lot in my subconscious surrounding the possibility of getting hurt, being injured, chased. Hope OFv3 will deal with it.
The more I run this sub, the more I realize how vast the scope of this sub is. So many fears to untangle. Not sure 6 months will be enough.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G