09-23-2021, 12:34 AM
Month 4, Cycle 1 Day on 1
Yesterday i got a bird in my house, so not knowing what to do i asked my mom on what to do (yes i still live with my mom sort off, i pretty much live in a house placed on our garden)
i also asked someone else for tips aswell
but i had to do what my mom told me to do but i was scared and so was she and yet she was able to get the bird out of my house
despite her having more fear then i did, so yeah i'm kinda proud of her but at the same time caused me doubt the process despite the fact i did got better in other things
so i still know its working but at the same time i get feelings of doubt
i even felt the need to do an extra loop despite the fact i already increased a loop a few cycles ago..
right now i feel like my confidence and my fear are on a scale switching sides every second...
I hope i get rid of all my fears over the next 2 months i got left..
Yesterday i got a bird in my house, so not knowing what to do i asked my mom on what to do (yes i still live with my mom sort off, i pretty much live in a house placed on our garden)
i also asked someone else for tips aswell
but i had to do what my mom told me to do but i was scared and so was she and yet she was able to get the bird out of my house
despite her having more fear then i did, so yeah i'm kinda proud of her but at the same time caused me doubt the process despite the fact i did got better in other things
so i still know its working but at the same time i get feelings of doubt
i even felt the need to do an extra loop despite the fact i already increased a loop a few cycles ago..
right now i feel like my confidence and my fear are on a scale switching sides every second...
I hope i get rid of all my fears over the next 2 months i got left..
