09-08-2021, 12:25 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-08-2021, 12:29 AM by GreekGod22.)
Day 89 / 180 OFF
At this moment, 3 loops seems optimal to me.
Yesterday at the gym, I've had guys giving me stares, like they are sizing me up. This has happened often on my OF3 run.
I've become less fearful in this environment, it's subtle. I no longer get out of my way to make room for others, when someone starts using the machine that I'm working on, I let them finish their set, and then calmly call them out: "Hey, I was using this". And they apologize or ask if we could work together.
Last night I had a dream / nightmare and the central theme was clearly fear of survival. It was so strong that it completely woke me up, but I quickly drifted off to sleep again. In the morning, I couldn't remember any of it.
It is strange how it is so difficult for me to recall my dreams.
At this moment, 3 loops seems optimal to me.
Yesterday at the gym, I've had guys giving me stares, like they are sizing me up. This has happened often on my OF3 run.
I've become less fearful in this environment, it's subtle. I no longer get out of my way to make room for others, when someone starts using the machine that I'm working on, I let them finish their set, and then calmly call them out: "Hey, I was using this". And they apologize or ask if we could work together.
Last night I had a dream / nightmare and the central theme was clearly fear of survival. It was so strong that it completely woke me up, but I quickly drifted off to sleep again. In the morning, I couldn't remember any of it.
It is strange how it is so difficult for me to recall my dreams.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G