09-07-2021, 12:21 PM
Still doing a lot of research into Neville Goddard and using imagination and visualization to manifest the life I want to have which includes a lot of wealth.
I'm still completely blown away and mystified how I managed to quit porn and masterbation. Like I almost have zero urge to back to it. And I also have almost no side effects or withdrawals like I usually do when I try to quit. Something really is different in my brain now. I know this addiction has hurt all of my previous relationships in someway. It's always been a source of guilt and shame for two thirds of my life. So this is a major victory for me. It's probably been 2 weeks already and I honestly feel like I could go forever. It's not even any effort because there's no urge to fight
I think my previous record was 30-45 days. But that was a really big struggle with tons of urges and relapses.
I'm still completely blown away and mystified how I managed to quit porn and masterbation. Like I almost have zero urge to back to it. And I also have almost no side effects or withdrawals like I usually do when I try to quit. Something really is different in my brain now. I know this addiction has hurt all of my previous relationships in someway. It's always been a source of guilt and shame for two thirds of my life. So this is a major victory for me. It's probably been 2 weeks already and I honestly feel like I could go forever. It's not even any effort because there's no urge to fight
I think my previous record was 30-45 days. But that was a really big struggle with tons of urges and relapses.
