OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 87 / 180 ON

4 loops Hybrid

I intended to run 3 loops, but due to current emotional pain, I played a 4th loop too. Midway through it, while being at the gym, I just wanted the track to end, and it had a tiring effect on me. A sign that 3 loops is optimal.

I have been dealing with a disappointment in my dating life. The girl I wanted the most and quickly developed a mini-crush on her, straight out told me today that she didn't felt the chemistry between us when we met. Which is code for lack of attraction, me not being dominant & leading enough.
I still have other plenty dating options, and women who end up in my bed, but with some girls, I end up having more anxiety that day, more hesitation, my behavior is less masculine. And the girl will not feel the spark. Whereas on another day, I will be super confident and relaxed and displaying a high-value behavior with the women I'm with, and she will get hooked.
It is what it is. I am dealing with my pain surprisingly well and will probably get over it soon. But it does sting for a while. Last time, I had a crush on a girl and she didn't feel the same was 2 years ago. I was crushed and put my life on hold for 6 months back then. 
This time, I am handling it much better. Because I have other options, I am more masculine and sexually experienced than when I was 2 years ago. And because of OFv3.

It is now crystal clear to me how much your behavior and the way you act and carry yourself as a man, has an influence on whether a women is attracted to you. All these years I thought looks are everything, but now I can tell from experience that it's much more than that what matters. 
Because I've lost women who had a very high initial physical attraction to me, solely through my behavior. And likewise, whenever I behaved in a confident  / masculine way, women got very attracted to me.

Being at easy with yourself, being comfortable and taking up your space in this world, embracing your masculine energy, being leading & assertive, all these are what makes an attractive man. Having a muscular body is just a bonus.
The feminine core can only surrender in the presence of a strong masculine core. 
A woman cannot fall in love for a man who she doesn't respect.

As a consolation, I ended up pulling another girl last night, and the sex was pretty good. Helped me forget about my "mini-crush". I swept her off her feel, she couldn't resist my charms. 
I will always remember what she told me when she was in bed with me: "You act so dominant and self-assured with me. I love it so much"