09-02-2021, 04:05 AM
Still plugging away with my 8 loops of Ultrasonic, but not focusing on it anymore. Been doing some mindset training watching videos on youtube. Working out more than I ever have in my entire life. Also,.,, something curious has happened to me lately. I've always had an issue with porn and m, and whenever I try to quit in the past I go through some pretty strong withdrawals and blue balls pains. Something odd has happened. I've actually stopped it. I tried doing it consciously at first and only lasted a day or two at the most and would be thinking about it all day which makes it even worse for myself. But I've lost track of the days now but I haven't done it or even thought about it in over a week..
This new found energy and vigor makes me happy and also a little dissappointed, I could have been living this way my entire life. What I could have achieved if I didn't waste my life energy.
This new found energy and vigor makes me happy and also a little dissappointed, I could have been living this way my entire life. What I could have achieved if I didn't waste my life energy.