09-02-2021, 12:39 AM
month 3 cycle 4 Day off 2
yesterday i got a bunch of test from my job coach (someone who helps me with getting a job)
so i did them and i didn't really like the results i knew i had a alot of fears and low self-esteem but still
getting it in your face is not really fun
i got a giant fear inside me: the fear of being stuck with a job i wont like forever,
the fear of failing, the fear of not being able to improve myself and the doubt of the subs working
i know, i'm only 3 months in it but still i'm really depended on it to work..
mayby i should have used the sub yesterday even if it was an off day..
yesterday i got a bunch of test from my job coach (someone who helps me with getting a job)
so i did them and i didn't really like the results i knew i had a alot of fears and low self-esteem but still
getting it in your face is not really fun
i got a giant fear inside me: the fear of being stuck with a job i wont like forever,
the fear of failing, the fear of not being able to improve myself and the doubt of the subs working
i know, i'm only 3 months in it but still i'm really depended on it to work..
mayby i should have used the sub yesterday even if it was an off day..
