OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 78 / 190

3 loops Hybrid

Last night I had another interesting dream. I was on a journey / voyage to lead me to a place where a supercomputer was located, where every human could "download" in his mind a certain program that he desires, that would alter his subconscious mind and give him the desired power / skill. It is very much an analogy to subliminals.
The way it could be interpreted is: I am finally allowing my subconscious to be reprogrammed  
@Shannon I think you might find this dream interesting.

Had one of the most intense workouts of my life. I have now truly committed to transform my my physique, both for my health and sex appeal and my self confidence as a man.
Today was once again a day I intended to take a break from listening, but I felt an impulse to do it. Loneliness hit me today a bit harder than usual, and my old insecurities around my body. What changed today is that I did not seek out any coping mechanism at all. I was not tempted to look at porn and masturbate, I was not tempted to indulge in junk food as a means of getting emotional comfort. Nothing. I just sat with the pain, with my thoughts, until they reduced in intensity.