OFv3 - Dominant & Fearless

[GreekGod22]

Day 64 / 180 ON

4,5 loops Hybrid

I am nearing the most important phase of my OF journey, because today I have experienced something that has not happened before on the sub, not to this level.
I was at the gym this evening, and I was listening to my 2nd loop of the day. Towards the second part of my workout, I started getting heavy heartbeats, pressure in my stomach and chest area(where trauma and fears are stored). I also got a bit dizzy and felt a drop in physical energy.
I think OFv3 is finally hitting some deep fears and triggering them and bringing them to the surface. I know this because when I was doing spiritual type of meditations(Letting Go, similar to Sedona method) in 2019-2020, I got to this exact same point. Back then it got up to the point of almost being unable to function in daily life due to so much pain and fear and emotions brought to surface, so I stopped doing the work. I was overwhelmed and I caved in.

Also, I have now gone 2 complete days without PMO(porn, masturbation, orgasm), let's just hope I keep it that way.