08-13-2021, 11:05 AM
Sort of diving into the self improvement stuff right now in all aspects. Money, mindset, women, health.
Probably shouldn't be focusing on women at all right now but it's what my mind has transitioned to. The financial side of things I'm still working on, the health aspect I've already been working on for a little while and its coming along. Lost a bunch of weight but still want to lose more and tone up. Then ideally start bulking up a little. I'm not going for any body builder type body. Just a slim toned body with a compact build. Finance wise I'm still doing research daily and keeping up with that.
Mindset and women, I feel those two things go hand in hand. Whenever I don't have a woman I get into this needy mindset that I'll never get one, or I'll always be alone. Hence why I ran DMSI for what feels like forever until I switched to UMS.
While I'm not 100% sure this relationship is over, I'm treating it like it is and I've gotten back into attraction, game, and abundance guides and things like that. I really shouldn't even be thinking of those things right now but when you're going through hard times its hard not to. Sometimes it feels like you really will always be alone or that I've wasted so much time and my clock is running out. Which really comes from not having an abundance mindset. I know there's a ton of women out there, but will they accept me. I was with my gf for so long from such a young age. All the mistakes I made that set me back were made during that relationship so I felt like I had to stay with her because any other girl would see those mistakes as red flags and drop me immediately.
I'm much further behind in life than other people my age. But I'm trying my best to catch up.
Probably shouldn't be focusing on women at all right now but it's what my mind has transitioned to. The financial side of things I'm still working on, the health aspect I've already been working on for a little while and its coming along. Lost a bunch of weight but still want to lose more and tone up. Then ideally start bulking up a little. I'm not going for any body builder type body. Just a slim toned body with a compact build. Finance wise I'm still doing research daily and keeping up with that.
Mindset and women, I feel those two things go hand in hand. Whenever I don't have a woman I get into this needy mindset that I'll never get one, or I'll always be alone. Hence why I ran DMSI for what feels like forever until I switched to UMS.
While I'm not 100% sure this relationship is over, I'm treating it like it is and I've gotten back into attraction, game, and abundance guides and things like that. I really shouldn't even be thinking of those things right now but when you're going through hard times its hard not to. Sometimes it feels like you really will always be alone or that I've wasted so much time and my clock is running out. Which really comes from not having an abundance mindset. I know there's a ton of women out there, but will they accept me. I was with my gf for so long from such a young age. All the mistakes I made that set me back were made during that relationship so I felt like I had to stay with her because any other girl would see those mistakes as red flags and drop me immediately.
I'm much further behind in life than other people my age. But I'm trying my best to catch up.
