08-11-2021, 03:42 PM
I have been noticing that on days off that I am getting angry, moody or depressed. I usually try to watch something funny to snap out of it. One of my days on I woke up soaking wet from sweat and the room was 68, which has never happened before. On days I think I am doing fine.
Last night I had a weird dream I was back in living with my mom after High school and that was a long time ago. We were getting fine. Than all of a sudden I hook up with this girl and out of the blue she says you can fuck me if you want to. I won't charge you much. I thought she said $118.00. She said no I said $18.00, but she said I like you just give me $13.00. I don’t know why all of a sudden, I said do you want me to put a condom on she said just pull out. Than I came that was a close call. I guess I feared getting her pregnant. My fear of responsibly and having to take care of a kid.
I also realize I am sick of the BS games women play. I have never had so making dreams about sex with women.
Last night I had a weird dream I was back in living with my mom after High school and that was a long time ago. We were getting fine. Than all of a sudden I hook up with this girl and out of the blue she says you can fuck me if you want to. I won't charge you much. I thought she said $118.00. She said no I said $18.00, but she said I like you just give me $13.00. I don’t know why all of a sudden, I said do you want me to put a condom on she said just pull out. Than I came that was a close call. I guess I feared getting her pregnant. My fear of responsibly and having to take care of a kid.
I also realize I am sick of the BS games women play. I have never had so making dreams about sex with women.
