08-07-2021, 01:46 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-07-2021, 01:47 PM by GreekGod22.)
Day 57 & 58 / 180 ON
4 loops played on Day 57 and 3 loops on Day 58.
I continue to feel calm and at peace. I am at a point in my life where I can very rationally asses where I stand in all areas of my life. I am able to be truly honest with myself, whereas before I was deluding myself thinking I'm at a higher level than where I really am. I was afraid to face an unpleasant reality.
I can now accept that I have missed out on a lot of years and experiences because I was timid, shy, fearful. It hurts, but it's no longer an open wound.
It's time to realize that the world doesn't owe me something and if I want something, I have to defeat my fears and take proper action. This applies in my dating, social and financial life.
Today I approached 2 girls (women) that I liked.
4 loops played on Day 57 and 3 loops on Day 58.
I continue to feel calm and at peace. I am at a point in my life where I can very rationally asses where I stand in all areas of my life. I am able to be truly honest with myself, whereas before I was deluding myself thinking I'm at a higher level than where I really am. I was afraid to face an unpleasant reality.
I can now accept that I have missed out on a lot of years and experiences because I was timid, shy, fearful. It hurts, but it's no longer an open wound.
It's time to realize that the world doesn't owe me something and if I want something, I have to defeat my fears and take proper action. This applies in my dating, social and financial life.
Today I approached 2 girls (women) that I liked.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G