AM6 Refresher

[tolgaocal80]

day 48

hi all,
I have been listening 8-9.2-10.4 hours. Not as planned listening hours (12-14.4).

I had ran 3 times of AM6.

• My awareness about humanity, men has increased very well, now I have knowledge about MY VALUE as a humanbeing, as a living person.
  
  
• I take no bullshit, I take no manipulation %100, it is like I have a dedector in my brain, and every time I hear some kind of manipulative behaviour: text, song, movie, "a woman's cry", " a man's cry", conversation...
  Instantly I know what is the reason of that behaviour, why the person is doing it, what is the reasoning after that, and how I should respond that.
  

Now as you can understand, this is working very well when texting or talking with people, because I immediately getting it, if it is a shit test or not. But the problem is I don't have gal friends or guy friends to hang out or to talk. Now this is not a big problem because I had friends in past but I still wasn't be able to have good relationships with women, some 7s, even 9s were attracted to me but as I told, I was not feeling worthy to "have a girlfriend" what a stupid idea now, makes no sense. I truly dont believe that now.

I believe I got %60-70 of the results that I CAN get from AM6, and there is some patterns(sexual) in my mind that those need to be solved to me get those remaining %40-%30 results. This patterns are critical and must be solved, sometimes I imagine how my life would be if I start living the way I really wanted to be, a fearless, mthrfucker, sexy bastard ? Always getting what he reasonably wants. Living life like it is a poker game (really is).

A man's personal development or financial development is really don't worth if he is not succesfull with women at least to some degree.
I know there are people here, who are succesfull most of life but sexuality side, those people will instantly know what I am talking about.
This is not about to putting women in a pedestal, this is about the surviving instict, struggle, the essence of life, hunting, being a alpha, feeling the pure of worthy, leading the pack.

me will start to listening SM3, on 20.8.21

btw, I didn't post much, I still had intense dreams sometimes, not so much up-down sides though.

I really loved stage 7, it was like stage 4 for me, thinking about the things that I always try to ignore because of they are not in my comfort zone.