Mystic Boldness, Courageous Pymp, OF3 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

Day 33
I'm weak. I'm terribly weak physically. Yesterday I was helping my flatmate moving a desk weighing maybe 50kg and I was shaking. We did this and even we didn't damage the desk but damn. That should be easy for 2 grown ass men. Today I got my furniture delivery (extremely fast, I'm beyond shocked) and guess what? I could barely move 30kg packages. I did this, alone, but it was exhausting. Not in terms of fatigue, I have that covered. But after these two adventures I can feel my damn arms and back. I went back home hoping to get some work done but as of now it's in vain. I'm just too tired, cannot concentrate and I long for a nap.

My walking regiment made my legs strong and helps me loose my weight but my overall strength is laughable. As soon as I get my crap together and start a new work I'll be hitting a gym, no questions about it!

easy advice, go for a annual gym membership, not monthly. I was feeling weak years ago, my friends used to threaten me to beat me up, I went to gym for 2 years and, took a few years break but still my body is muscular and fit.

Yeah, hitting a gym will be a must. There is a nice large gym near my workplace and my cousin agreed to volunteer as my personal trainer for at least a day to show me ins and outs. A yearly plan is a good idea, its easy to force oneself into a situation and then face the consequences. My biggest no-no for going there is that I will be judged and ridiculed, but my cousin explained to me that nobody gives a flock about what you do. Encouraging. If I will go ahead with the plan it will be a huge win for OF.

Also I decided to switch to ultrasonic for the time being. I feel too frustrated and even idea of listening to a sub now freaks me out. Ultrasonic is so easy as I set up playlist on my laptop and forget about it.

There is a good chance I will move by Monday. It will be a blessing if I do. I face less and less uncertainty the picture clears out. The fact that most afternoons this week I've spend in the new flat on various affairs only makes me more and more used to it. If anything old flat starts to frustrate me.