07-31-2021, 12:47 AM
month 2 cycle 3 Day Off 2 (yeah i think month 2 is more accurated since august 19 is the real month 3)
welp i messed up the light nofap thingy but it's okay weirdly enough i didn't feel fear about how i might
mess up the sub
even though i still really want to succeed but instead of feeling sorry for myself i just observed how i felt
wich is interessting since observing things is not really my thing.
Also something that seems more consistant is that i dont feel uncomfy being outside
And i can just easly walk across the pedestrian crossing without fearing getting hit by a car
wich almost happend 10 years ago..
welp i messed up the light nofap thingy but it's okay weirdly enough i didn't feel fear about how i might
mess up the sub
even though i still really want to succeed but instead of feeling sorry for myself i just observed how i felt
wich is interessting since observing things is not really my thing.
Also something that seems more consistant is that i dont feel uncomfy being outside
And i can just easly walk across the pedestrian crossing without fearing getting hit by a car
wich almost happend 10 years ago..
