07-25-2021, 08:23 AM
Days 44 & 45 / 180 ON
3 loops / day Hybrid
For the first time in the last couple of weeks, I went 2 days without indulging in any form of porn and masturbation.
Fears surrounding women still remain high. I did have the courage to approach a few sets of 2 women this weekend. Getting rid of the porn will slowly restore my confidence levels to a higher degree.
Today, while listening to the sub, I've had a few flashes of a few seconds of unfortunate events that I would be terrified if it were to happen(accident and losing a family member). This is definitely related to fear. Ever since childhood, I've had to learn to be fearful, careful and trained myself to avoid dangers.
3 loops / day Hybrid
For the first time in the last couple of weeks, I went 2 days without indulging in any form of porn and masturbation.
Fears surrounding women still remain high. I did have the courage to approach a few sets of 2 women this weekend. Getting rid of the porn will slowly restore my confidence levels to a higher degree.
Today, while listening to the sub, I've had a few flashes of a few seconds of unfortunate events that I would be terrified if it were to happen(accident and losing a family member). This is definitely related to fear. Ever since childhood, I've had to learn to be fearful, careful and trained myself to avoid dangers.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G