07-25-2021, 05:16 AM
Day 70
I took a break last night. Today I feel really mellow. That's a far cry from the anxiety I've been dealing with this past week. When I woke up, I rolled over and snuggled with my wife. I don't remember the last time I did that. It has been a while. It was nice. The significance of that is touched on a few posts up. Those extra loops of OFv3 helped propel me in the right direction but there's still something in me fighting against it.
Unless the urge for more input hits me, I'll most likely take another night of then increase nightly loops to three. I'm stepping into the outer fringes of territory that really scares me. I have a feeling that bouts of increased loops is going to become a regular thing in the very near future.
I took a break last night. Today I feel really mellow. That's a far cry from the anxiety I've been dealing with this past week. When I woke up, I rolled over and snuggled with my wife. I don't remember the last time I did that. It has been a while. It was nice. The significance of that is touched on a few posts up. Those extra loops of OFv3 helped propel me in the right direction but there's still something in me fighting against it.
Unless the urge for more input hits me, I'll most likely take another night of then increase nightly loops to three. I'm stepping into the outer fringes of territory that really scares me. I have a feeling that bouts of increased loops is going to become a regular thing in the very near future.
