07-21-2021, 02:41 PM
Also noticing an important shift in my thinking regarding women. For a long time I felt unwanted by women, viewing myself as a victim, thinking how it's going to be so hard to find a partner, either short-term or long-term.
This year, as I've mentioned, I have enjoyed greater success with women, which has given me proof that I can do and be much more than I rated myself capable. But my confidence faded again for a while.
Now I have less anxiety around the topic and feel my confidence growing back. It has become crystal clear to me that:
Seems like OF is having an influence on my self-image
This year, as I've mentioned, I have enjoyed greater success with women, which has given me proof that I can do and be much more than I rated myself capable. But my confidence faded again for a while.
Now I have less anxiety around the topic and feel my confidence growing back. It has become crystal clear to me that:
- there are plenty of decent women who I could choose if I were to want an LTR and they would be into me
- The question remains is: Do I want to settle with one of them right now, or do I still want to experience multiple casual relationships
Seems like OF is having an influence on my self-image
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G