07-21-2021, 06:46 AM
(07-21-2021, 05:46 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: Day 41 / 180 ON
Mood: 6/10
I have a confession to make: about 2 years ago, in order to inflate my online image, I bought fake followers for my Instagram account. I wanted to be perceived as more popular.
These past few days, I deleted pretty much all of my fake followers / bots, and I'm left with my real following count. I felt less need to be validated by others, by the world. This might be the effect of OFv3. It's like I now know I have value as a man, and this value is not dependent on how many followers I got on my social media. I don't give a fu*k about it.
I have not stopped working on my appearance and social skills and all that, but I care much less about the opinion of others. So it's not a doomer type of mentality, but instead I am progressing to a mature and self-validating individual.
cong. on that, rather than seeming, being is the best
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
